moved for now..

who knows i'll get sentimental (or creative) in the future, i'll get back to this blogger.. as for now.. i'm migrating to aimeegirl.wordpress.com see you!

just for the sake of

now i'm posting just so i have updates.. i lost my gana to do things.. i guess i'm on a ow right now... maybe it's the pressure at school, maybe it's something else.. oh well.. that's life.. living with it..

moving?

yet another blogging site is threatening the existence of this one.. well not really.. the blogging sites that i'm maintaining each have their own perks.. ive been posting on friendster, and wordpress a bit more lately cause i've been online more often.. anyway, i haven't been able to post here for 2006 yet. i guess this is my first.. and no, i don't think i'm ever giving this up.. it's been with me the longest among the 4 so i guess it deserves my loyalty. :p ahk. back to reality.

holidays are almost over, hell months are almost here

3 more months of college.. i'm getting cold feet on whether or not i'm going to make it. It's stressful to think about how things will turn out in the months to come.. it can go both ways.. i'm taking some real crucial subjects right now and well, i can't help but be nervous about it. 6 long years of studying (studying??) will it finally come to an end this year? despite having a few close calls, i've never really failed any subject yet in my entire college life. i really hope that this last sem wont hold my first time.. ahk. enough talk. have to start working now.

yikes.. one week nalang!

one week and i'm back in manila.. cramming my brains out.. i feel the panic slowly seeping in.. there's 145, and 131 and of course.. how could i forget our thesis 199.. there's progress.. slow progress but progress still.. i hope this gets a move on.. i need a dark sky to work.. i can't seem to work in the daylight.. :( oops there's 196 pa pala! and p.i... and work..

panic.

[o] push button to destroy school

rainy day...

i think i've spent the whole day in front of my computer.. well, my day did start late at 10.30.. chatted with a few people then read some of our group mail.. there was this one entry posting a blog of some person.. okay, i guess who am i to judge right? it's his personal space.. but well, i guess i pitty his way of thinking.. he sounded much like a gradeschool kid trapped in a blog hehe ranting about so and so.. yes i rant.. but i think i more often than not think about what i rant about and make sure there's a bit of logic in there.. anyway, as much as i love toying with little kids, i left my reactions within our message group only.. i'm not one for bullying children.. :p

i never thought engg week wuold have this great an impact! i need to get back to acad mode! :(

life, or something like it..

i just got home from my friends house.. it's been a while since i last talked to them.. i got the latest scoop on the people from our batch.. some news happy and some news sad.. and now all of a sudden i realize that i'm 22 years old. i'm so old. i feel like my life just whizzed by me without my noticing it.. i'd love to be able to recall all the details of everything i've been through so i could take a second look at it and see what i missed back when i was young and stupid.. (as if daw o.. as if i'm not young hehe)

then again all my mistakes come to mind.. then i stop and think whether i could honestly say that i don't have any regrets.. to be honest there are a lot of things that i've done in the past that aren't really very nice.. but what's done is done.. and as cheezy as it may sound, i know i wouldn't be the person i am now if those things didn't happen to me.. so yeah, to some extent, i don't regret the things i did.

one thing i've learned, and i've always believed, is that it's always a good idea to tell the truth..