changes

i just realized that i hate it when things upset my schedule. i ABSOLUTELY hate it. don't YOU just hate it when all of a sudden things cancel and things come up? i mean, you set your mind to do a few things, you make plans and all of a sudden *poof* there goes all your planning and your hope to get your life more organized 'cause you find out that people and stuff suddenly changed plans.

i'm especially irritated more than grateful when one minute i feel like i don't have enough time on my hands and then the next minute you don't have a single thing to do anymore! i have too little to do the rest of my upcoming tasks and i'm not in the right place to do it! *grrr*